Water under the bridge
I feel like I finally took down the barrier that stood on the way of the water flow.
Without that flow I could never feel free, that volume of water would just stay still there, doing nothing but creating mosquitoes and getting lots of seagull poop.
The stagnated water would just decant and we would be able to see layers of dead bodies, mosquitoes, men’s semen and manure.
And a huge thing about learning how to get trough tough situations is knowing how to instead of building a dam you build a bridge so that the water can flow and so you and your emotions.
The huge point to me about this is that after quite some time I can feel free from any knockback from pass emotions. I am secure about my decisions and even more, I support myself in keeping then!
All that I needed it was one little thing of master importance: a new piece to my puzzle board.
After seeing and analyzed everything step by step calmly I felt everything I had to feel to a point that my next step would be to simply move on, and so I did with my brand new piece to the puzzle of my life.
